Its September now. Summer has passed me by. I have done nothing but work, and worry. And basically stay grounded, as my car finally died back in May. After that, shit hit the fan. I left my husband. Many people know the reason why, and others don't really care to know. But, we fell apart. We grew into 2 different people. I wanted a family, he wanted to party. I finally took the step to walk the other direction. And in the process, I lost my way. I have been lost ever since.

I moved into an apartment with a guy from work, and began a "relationship" with him. But I'm not sure what kind of relationship it is. I don't even think he knows. He says he had been waiting since April for me to say I left my husband, but I don't think I am much of anything at all to him.

I have picked up old habits, but yet, I'm happier than I have been in over 7 years. But from time to time, I still get lost in the fog that is my life.

Basically, new stuff should be on the way. Possibly starting tonight. We'll see. It all depends on how long our stolen internet connection lasts. Hah.